I have hardly posted in my own blog the last couple of months and I make no excuses. I am a sporadic blogger, one without much direction or focus, and that’s just what A Morning Grouch is about. Random half-assery. Most of the time I like it that way.
A few of my favorite bloggers are quite the opposite – they are very professional in appearance and productivity and are consistently posting fantastic little nuggets of wisdom, insight, sarcasm or hilarity. (Sidebar plug: If you haven’t checked out I Got a Dumpster Family (gratitude, sobriety, parenting) or Sammiches and Psych Meds (humor, satire, parenting) you really should. Those are my two faves, other than Clint’s).
When my pal Clint over at No Idea What I’m Doing: A Daddy Blog asked if I would review his latest book, HIS LATEST REAL BOOK THAT HE IS THE AUTHOR OF, of course I said yes. I’m assuming he understood, because of my overall blogging half-assery, that it would take me much longer than I said it would to actually do it. But don’t worry, Clint. I didn’t forget. And even though I feel like I hardly have time to wipe my own ass these days, I even made time to read it. It was nice that his book is a selection of essays that can be read individually.
So here it goes:
THE GOOD: Clint hits on the important topics of parenting and marriage – and he does so with authentic self-appraisal. He addresses the issues with honesty and an open mind, something that isn’t so common. Maybe it’s because he got to experience life as a stay-at-home dad, and got a taste of the reality that sets in after awhile. In his first chapter, before getting his act together, spurred by a connecting conversation with his wife about the hardships of being a stay-at-home parent he said,
One month into being a stay-at-home dad, all I did was drink Diet Coke and bitch. My lust for cleaning had dwindled. I started to accept my failure. I ate an alarming amount of ice cream. I allowed the kids to watch movies all day so I could sleep warmly in my bed, away from what the kids were becoming…lazy slobs like myself.
He reflects on the crazy shit parents say when they are so sleep deprived they might actually crack and worry they might not be able to be put back together:
Tristan, I love you, but if you don’t go to sleep, I might die. Is that what you want? For me to die because I feel like I’m dying. Do you even care?
He describes the realities of parenting that you just can’t find funny unless you have kids, but once you do, you nod and crack up out loud to yourself, possibly spitting out your own beverage on the carpet (damn it!) when you read,
Until I had a child, I had no idea that a one-year-old could propel puke at a distance twice his own height. I must have cleaned the carpet a dozen times in three days Eventually I got to where I could see it coming, and once Tristan made the puke face, I pointed his mouth at my chest and let it happen. Now let me just make this clear, I made a conscious decision to allow someone to puke on e because changing my clothing and taking a shower seemed easier than cleaning the carpet or sofa.
It’s sort of like when you hear the cat starting to make the pre-puking yakking and you move him over to the tile. Cleaning the carpet freaking SUCKS.
It’s not just the reality and the humor that makes Clint’s book enjoyable and relateable, it’s that there’s a sweetness he’s got underneath all the puke or the silver-dollar sized zit on his ass (that’s in the book, too, and you can’t miss that disgusting chapter), like this:
What I’ve learned is that being the father of a daughter means a melted heart. It means reading a poorly written book that summarizes the movie Frozen every night for six weeks, and although the writing is terrible and I’m sick of the story, I do it because few things are sweeter than having my daughter snuggled next to me.
Clint has his moments of disgust, annoyance and exhaustion, but they are all enveloped in moments of self-reflection, gratitude and appreciation. It’s a pleasure to see him experience the full spectrum of emotion that surrounds successful marriage and parenting.
THE BAD: There are a few stories where as I was reading I found myself thinking that I would have maybe said or done something different if I were in his shoes, like when he caught his kids looking at each other’s butt holes in the bathroom:
If they weren’t brother and sister, that would be one thing. But they were, and that was just strange…Do you have friends that do that? Please tell me that you don’t have friends that look at your butthole.
But, it’s really easy for me to think of better things to say as an outsider looking in, isn’t it? And let’s be honest, there’s a lot of people who would say or do different things that I did in many circumstances, and that’s just what makes us each who we are. So, in a way, I think that actually gives a bit of charm to the whole book. Clint is a normal guy like the rest of us, who makes mistakes and questions himself, but in the big scheme of things is doing an awesome job overall. And unlike most people he’s willing to put himself out there. He’s the real deal, not the self-edited lying narcissist. He’s a self-edited hilariously ridiculous sentimental goofball – the best kind of husband and father. He validates our insecurities and inevitable parenting errors, while inspiring us to get off our asses and become better at the roles we care most about. His writing is appealing and refreshing and HONEST, the most important trait in parenting, in living, and in this case, in writing.
THE TAKEAWAY: Clint’s book, This is Why We Can’t Have Nice Things is a great read for any parent of young ones who has that special balance between being finding the humor, being disgusted by, grateful for, and straightforward about their children and their marriage.